i miss yoda

i know that it wouldnt have made much difference even if yoda was still alive because i wont get to see yoda who would be halfway across the globe anyways.
but knowing that yoda and me do not walk on the same earth anymore breaks me.
that and knowing that she wont be around when i get back to malaysia.

i want yoda back.
i need her to sit on my feet, purring and listening carefully to whatever i need to tell her.