sleeping to dream
a few days ago i dreamt that i gave birth to an ugly baby. i did not dream of the birthing process, but in the dream, when the nurse presented the bundled up little thing to me i somehow knew it was mine and upon looking at it i realized that it was really ugly
i woke up scared wondering what this might mean and looked up similar dreams at various dream interpretation websites. all sites interpreted dreaming of having a baby as the coming of a new 'beginning', a new prospect/project/job.
my first thought was.. SHIT.
whilst dreaming about having a baby might mean a good thing, my dream presented me with an UGLY one.
as some of you may well know, im going to start working soon and it will be my first proper job that should last me at least a few years.
it really worried me that my subconscious mind was telling me that the prospect of it was an ugly one.
reading further i discovered that dreaming about having an ugly baby however meant that i should be wary of someone whom i trust.
i breathed a sigh a relief, the thought of someone breaking my trust seemed to me a much better experience than completely loathing something new coming my way which i would have to face whether i liked it or not (noted that it might not mean my job)
i realized that while somebody close breaking your trust might be devastating to many, it didnt really bother me as much. i am one who absolutely enjoy the company of people and while i may have those few friends whom i believe i can trust with my life, i dont think i have ever really opened up completely to any of them. in fact, i dont think i have opened up completely to anyone. i pride in my ability to keep important, significant, things to myself never having to divulge important secrets to anyone just to 'let it out'. i dont have to keep a diary for that, neither do i have a secret locked blog. i gave it a long thought and concluded that i have not trusted anyone in this world with something so important that the breaking of that trust would effect me greatly.
so i guess for now, all is clear. looking forward to what lies ahead
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yes, i do look into my dreams as i do not have dreams all that often. and yes, i have definitely dreamt of jason mraz and have concluded that i may never hear him sing bella luna live
i woke up scared wondering what this might mean and looked up similar dreams at various dream interpretation websites. all sites interpreted dreaming of having a baby as the coming of a new 'beginning', a new prospect/project/job.
my first thought was.. SHIT.
whilst dreaming about having a baby might mean a good thing, my dream presented me with an UGLY one.
as some of you may well know, im going to start working soon and it will be my first proper job that should last me at least a few years.
it really worried me that my subconscious mind was telling me that the prospect of it was an ugly one.
reading further i discovered that dreaming about having an ugly baby however meant that i should be wary of someone whom i trust.
i breathed a sigh a relief, the thought of someone breaking my trust seemed to me a much better experience than completely loathing something new coming my way which i would have to face whether i liked it or not (noted that it might not mean my job)
i realized that while somebody close breaking your trust might be devastating to many, it didnt really bother me as much. i am one who absolutely enjoy the company of people and while i may have those few friends whom i believe i can trust with my life, i dont think i have ever really opened up completely to any of them. in fact, i dont think i have opened up completely to anyone. i pride in my ability to keep important, significant, things to myself never having to divulge important secrets to anyone just to 'let it out'. i dont have to keep a diary for that, neither do i have a secret locked blog. i gave it a long thought and concluded that i have not trusted anyone in this world with something so important that the breaking of that trust would effect me greatly.
so i guess for now, all is clear. looking forward to what lies ahead
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yes, i do look into my dreams as i do not have dreams all that often. and yes, i have definitely dreamt of jason mraz and have concluded that i may never hear him sing bella luna live
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