if only i was back home

performing in kuala lumpur tonight
words cant describe how sad and disappointed i am that my mom is not going
when she can
i wish she knew how happy it would make me if she went and called me during the show and let me listen to mraz sing live if only for awhile.
i remember calling yameen and amirah when i was watching him for the first time
and i remember yameen calling me when she was watching him in hyde park

OMG!!! i know im not going nor will i be able to experience the concert thru the phone, but i am HUGELY excited for the people who are going, esp those who will be watching mraz live for the very first time.
it will be an experience like no other i tell you.
like no other.

did u know that my mom couldve met him after the show?
and she mightve been able to let me speak to him on the phone?
she couldve been able to touch his arm and tell me and sz if it feels like magic!.
i am trying to imagine mraz saying... "soraya, you're on fiyahh"

trying to stay calm. not working so well.
at least i know that end of this month i will be in the same city as him.
and we will bump into him on the calle's of madrid.
we WILL.

that, and then theres london

oh god, someone pass me a paperbag please